She’s lying in the surf, unexpectedly. Or perhaps not so unexpectedly.
This has happened many times before. One minute, she’s negotiating her way across steeply banked rocks into the shallows, the next she’s an untidy heap in the water. Usually, it’s a particularly vicious wave that takes her down; today a small child on an inflatable has crashed into her legs and toppled her.
And the whole time, he’s standing there, watching.
It’s moved fast. They’ve only been together three months, and the holiday’s been planned for two. Summer was a bad time for it to start – she’s more vulnerable from June to September.
It sounds ridiculous when she thinks of it that way, but it’s true. On their first date, he suggested a walk. She was glad he saw that as an option, but fuck, she agonised over shoes for hours. Flat sandals make her tired, and wedges are too much of a risk. Trainers would make the most sense, but she knows they do her no favours. She’s seen people who’ve never batted an eyelid when she’s wearing sturdy boots look down curiously when she’s wearing trainers. They make her ankle lazy. She wears the wedges. She’s nothing if not stubborn.
On the beach, he helps her up; holds her hand as they move into deeper water. She wishes she could tell him some of this stuff.
Every time she falls, she tries to think of crumpled things that she loves. There are lots. Slept-in beds, still warm. The Sunday papers, read from cover to cover over a lazy breakfast, or a few days later, screwed up tighter and nestled into a pile of kindling, waiting for someone to strike a match. Sweet wrappers. A surprise £20 note in the pocket of her jeans. Crunchy, orange leaves in autumn.
The holiday ends, as does the summer. Shortly after, he moves in, and adds new crumpledness to her life. His shirts on the ironing pile. Condoms wrapped in screwed up tissue in the bathroom bin. And a receipt that she finds in the hallway one morning when she’s tidying. There’s something written on the back, and she flattens it carefully so she can make out the words. In his sloping, squished up handwriting, he has written
Will you marry me?
I love you.
Any of those would do.
This is just so beautiful and delicate! Love it 🙂
Lovely, and sweet. 🙂
This is gorgeous and achingly, wonderfully, sweet.
Thank you! x
This is beautiful. I love the list of crumpled things she likes and then how he add new crumpledness to her life and the ending, so incomplete that it makes me ache. Bravo
Gorgeous! So gorgeous.
Oh I loved this. The beginning as she plans out what shoes to wear to the end. It takes you on a journey you can feel.
Sweet, I really liked this.
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